i hat e my body so much its so gorss and my thoughts and so fucjking disturbign and eveyrthign no no why gosh why would you ever want to date this…. nnono no im just the stupidest piece of shit to ever exist all my freidns are like 4902230948203944 percent gr8 and quality and amazign and deserrev all the lov e int he world and wodernful significant otherts why do they have awful aprentn  s and some have not dated btu want to???? why

why does this happen to me im just an ungrateful piece of shit 

you all deserve the best

you all deserve to escape that lonely feeling and have someone who will eb there to treasure yuo and love you

because you are all beautiful creatures and just want thta kind of love!!

not me

im the last person that deserves that kind of affection, i dont deserve this happiness when so many people are feeling so sad when i shoudl be happ y and yet look at me

im so sick of mysel f i should just get out of everyone’s lifea lready im so digustign why do i even exist rigth now you shoudl all htae me i should have been dead i don’t deserve you guys as friends or famiyly and i sure don’t deserve daniel he’s just too eprfttc

im…sorry…………………………„, ill leave forever now

bye